曹格GaryBlue

sorry........  its a word i've used frequently in the past 2 days. the word sorry will be with me for a long long time. i have caused alot of pain and trouble for many people, i have broken the hearts of my family, friends and all who truly care about me. im sorry.  i want to apologise once again to justin, he's family, he's recording lable and to justin fans. im sorry.

for the mistakes that i've done, for all the wrongs that i've done, i will take full responsibility, whatever it may be ,i will accept. i cant ask for forgiveness from anybody....... as i still dont know whether i myself can forgive myself.

Hello  guys ! how have you been ? 

I'm  interested in shiny watch!!!!!!This brand my dude poki  introduce to me, you will see it later in Taiwan too!

ooooh.. by the way this watch also appears in the concert at HK  can you find it ? hahaha

I just saw it on a billboard on my way to the airport!

This watch is called CHOUETTE(meaning "owl"& "love" in French)

i would like to say soli soli soli to those who are worried about me. im ok!

just afew stitches to my right  hand. which i got from an ACCIDENT during my birthday party....

（此篇小編翻譯自Gary傳送的手機簡訊）

他離開得太突然...

但他永遠不會被我們遺忘，是永遠的流行音樂天王。他擁有一顆純真的心，他所說的、他的一舉一動，他的音樂、他的夢想，以及他希望世界可以更美好的夢想，啟發了整個世界。

 

good day.....hahah i just watched the new movie " the hangover " the movie brought back alot of memories...some crazy times i had...the stupid stuff that i did, its so funny.

my birthday is coming soon, so i've been thinking.....maybe its time to do something wild and crazy!!!  hahah i remember the times i was in new zealand...drinking with my friends...gosh it seemed like it was just lastweek!

have you watched the new  掌文 mv? im trying to write an ending to the story....

have you any ideas on how it should end? i have a great ending in mind, but i would love to hear what you think the ending should be. i hope you all liked the 20secs commercial...hahah i thought of the slogan...

one of my best friend's mother passed away 2 days ago.

i had the honour to meet he's mom afew years ago, though i didnt know her well but she was a nurse and a very kind hearted person. but one thing that i know for sure is that she raised a kind, smart, talented and caring son. her son...... who saved me from taking my own life few years ago while i was going through one of the hardest time of my life.

loneliness gives you courage to love. it sounds weird doesnt it?

there are many things and moments in life which are unavoidable, what is happiness without sadness? what is pain without pleasure? what is fear without courage?

hello ladies and gentleman.....

 how has 2009 been for you? i just finished writing another song....  i still feel like i can kick in afew more before the chinese new year...  you might like it, you might not... but i hope its another useful song by me. to singapore friends.... thank you for the wonderful new years eve... i had so much fun even if i wasnt even drunk!!! ( hmm...........)  for those who are worried about my new album... DONT BE... its done... i just need some touching up here and there... maybe add another new song. this album is either gonna be a kick ass album or its gonna be  the album that kicks my ass!! hahahah with you all supporting me i dont think i'll get kicked in the ass....( hope not). through out this year i will be less and less on tv and newspaper i think... but i promise to increase my live performances where we get more up close and personal experiences.  thank you once again for accepting who i am, me being me.  hahah ( a jerk) hahahah as each day goes by, i will learn more about myself and you, you will learn more about me and about yourself...  we can grow together... tho i will try to look young forever for you guys!!! hahah lotions and cream everynite... spa treatment hahah joking la...  its a natural thing to grow old,  there is a beauty in growing old...( yeah rite)  I DONT WANT TO LOOK OLD!!! but i do want to feel maturer as you all know that i act like a little boy sometime......  the moodswings...temper... etc....  well if you dont like me....................  then....... think hard and then find a way to like me!!! hahahah  sorry for the bad joke.....  and im not even drunk yet... i didnt even drink!  some tips botox do work on some people..... hee hee to my older friends out there.........

love and peace

gary

today is the 26th of dec 2008............................

i spent christmas eve and christmas day at home, wish you guys had a great year and hope that the coming year will be another fun and exciting year. just afew more days then its 2009.... gosh im still perfecting my new album right now, i want the next album to be remembered as the year gary grew up and became a real man... hahaha many things have changed and no doubt many more changes will come in the future... i am looking forward to many more years of sharing my music, my thoughts, ideas and strength.  as we all know that 2009 is going to be a real tough year for everyone, but i do believe if we hang on and help eachother out we can all get through it. ... winners never quit, quitters never win....i will be glad  to spend more time on this blog to share our happiness or sadness. 2009.................  its a year of courage, love, peace and sharing....  lets share our way through 2009.

PEACE ..........